July 30, 2006
A void threatens to overwhelm me.
I search for meaning in the meaningless.
I distinctly remember a different perception of reality.
Without another word everything is swept away.
No passions at all; the beginning of hunger.
This state of suffering, an invisible pull.
Movements become orchestrated by sorrow
My world aches, I bask in darkness.
Numb thoughts; tears that fail to fall.
Will I emerge from the dark place?